Tuesday, December 15, 2009

730 to go...or exactly one year ago today...

It has been exactly one year. One year since we touched down in a land frozen and dark, not knowing a soul. One year ago with 10 suitcases, 2 cats (one of them howling) and a dog (he was peeing in the men's room of the airport) where I almost lost it. [Click here here or here for details of that journey.]

So how is life in Alaska? Are you going to stay?

Those are the 2 questions I am asked the most. By new friends here, by my mother every other phone call, by relatives to my mother/father/sister/in-laws and out-laws.

A year ago I was counting down the days (1095) for our 3 years to be up in this forsaken, brutal land. I was desperately homesick, lonely and in the chaos of re-establishing ourselves and our possessions it was all I could do to hang on to that one ray of hope: I could go home.

Then I got to go home in April by myself. On the return of that trip when I touched down in a slightly warmer, brighter land, I had the soft whispering in my heart as the landing gear pounded the tarmac, that I was home. My dearest ones were here and I belong with them.

I can do this, I thought. I can love it here.

And love it we have. That is the answer to how we are.

As for the answer to are we staying here...

The jury is still out.

We are enjoying the now.

7 comments:

Sarah H. said...

It was fun to read your first AK blog entries...I got a little teary! My situation was a little different but I could relate! I especially loved the part about trying to find Target!

Carol said...

One year, already?? I remember when I read your blog upon arrival . . . and we howled with laughter picturing Carter taking the dog into the men's room to pee, because you seem to find the humor in everything. But I also cried as I felt your loneliness . . . having felt that myself. I'm thrilled that you will be enjoying the now . . .for the next 730days . . . and thereafter. I'm anxious to see you and all your family this summer!! Hugs, Carol

Anonymous said...

I remember that homesick feeling when we moved to Oregon almost 5 years ago. Going to visit family for a few days made it worse when I got "home".

Definitely enjoy the now.

My crazy crazy life said...

Wow!!! It's been a year? I'm not sure if I've been following your blog that long but I do remember when you were staying in the hotel and those were some seriously funny posts! Alaska is beautiful but not sure I could do, you're a survivor!

Courtney said...

You did it! One year is a big deal. We are approaching our 1 year Vernal milestone. It's funny how you adjust and the town grows on you. Suddenly what you thought was awful suddenly becomes "your town" glad you like it!

Kolbi Young said...

Why did you make me read those posts??? I couldn't stop reading and pretty soon I was half way into the year trying to catch up on your adjustment to Alaska! What an adventure - Thank you for sharing your journey :) You are a stronger woman than I!

Sarah said...

What great family pictures! At least the snow is good for something. I'm glad Alaska is better than you thought it would be. I can't believe it's been a year already. (But I'm not the one living there.) I hope your family had a wonderful Christmas, and you are having a great birthday!

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“There is in every true woman's heart, a spark of heavenly fire, which lies dormant in the broad daylight of prosperity, but which kindles up and beams and blazes in the dark hour of adversity.” -Washington Irving

"Education enriches the mind and enlightens the
soul," --Nicole Moncur 2008

"Reading can be dangerous." --Diane Setterfield, The Thirteenth Tale


BOOK HOUSE from the paper of my Grandfather Sidney W. Campbell

I always think the cover of a book is like a door Which opens into someone's house where I've not been
before. A pirate or a fairy queen may lift the latch for me. I always wonder when I knock, what welcome there will be. And when I find a house that's dull, I do not often stay But when I find one full of friends, I'm apt to spend the day. I never know what sort of folks will be within you see. And that's why reading always is so interesting to me. ~~Annie Fellows Johnston



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